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 Hi there Kiddo, Before u are even born I am thinking about u. What will u look like. How can I love u before u even exist. I am worried about if I will ever be able to properly care for u. To take care of ur needs but those things are in the hands of our Creator Allah.  I know that I will sacrifice everything to care for u. Lil one, Blessed gift from our creator. I advise u and pray like Our Prophet’s Father prayed. That u worship none other than Allah steadfast and honesty. And i advise u like how Luqman advised his son that u worship none other than Allah. Be kind to people. Be humble. Speak softly don’t br arrogant. The wold has its share of arrogant ppl. Be patient in circumstances that test ur limit. You are strong you are powerful and a Slave of the Most Powerful. Recite the Quran dear make it ur companion and it will never leave ur side.

    With what has been going on in Gaza at the moment it has been 47 Days since the war started. And there has been countless videos and horrific pictures coming out of Gaza. Videos that break the heart and saddness that grips us with a unexplainable feeling to do soemthing to stop Children from dying at the hands of these Oppressors. Although that is not all that is coming out of Gaza. There is a side that humanity is getting to witness which shows the hardcore Resilience of the Palestine people. Which is causing many Young Americans to open the Quran and read it so that they unserstand the Resilience of the Palestine people   The following are my reasons why i believe this is happening. 1. Empathy, people are able to feel the pain of the Palestine people. But they are taken back by the response to that pain. When they see repeated chants of Allah is enough for me and he is the best for all my Affairs. The average american is not able to resonate with this kind of ...

 Its been awhile since I wrote anything here but the passing away of my Uncle forces me to etch a few words on behalf of his soul. During my childhood days there was a timeframe that we had no place to go basically homless and it was my Uncle who took us in and looked after us upuntil higher secondary school. And his selfless action is maybe one of the reasons I have reached where I am today.  Till this day I am amazed by how he managed his responsibilities. During his life he faced strong critiscism from many but tht was only because a timid soul. Strong, confident but still very timid I would feel. I have been fortunate to recieve firsthand alot of advice from him. Like he would sometimes say "Now that you are married you have to become a balance between your wife and family." Or sometimes he would say when needed to make a tough decision. " There will be lot of opinions from all sides but do only what you  is the right thing to do.". One thing that saddens me is ...

 Normally I don't write on controversial topics.  Hundred years from now people will read history books of   this time frame and be like, What is going on here in this time . It is so confusing ,In one part of the world there is the restriction placed on education due to harsh incorrect interpretation of religious Laws. While in other parts where the same Law is followed women are in the forefront in terms of education. And in extreme contrast to both such cases here comes a group of self righteous individuals claiming that the hijab should come off if she wants education.  The Hijab is frowned upon citing claims of patriarchal societal origins and somewhere in all that a discussion of uniformity needed in school areas pops up. This writing is not for the people of today but for that small girl (with hijab or without hijab) that will be  reading a history book quite confused on what was going on here. Lil girl I know you will be thinking being a women in th...

 Today I come forward with a blunt statement , it has nothing to do with any inspirational characters but all to do with an idea that I was most fortunate to have thought of and took the liberty to get that written down without wasting any time. Well, the thing is I feel we are who we are today because of all the things that have happened to us in the past. Example ,if you are a suspicious person it must be because you have been time and again been let down or had to interact with people that in some way may have betrayed /let you down in some way or the other right. Or if you are loving and caring you may have  been treated as such  Apologies if I sound a bit cliché in the next few lines just bear with me on this one for a second. In this life as we make our way through it we are put in situations or in connect with other similar travellers correct. And each person you interact with will effect you in some way or the other. And it is not necessary that all their interact...

 I intended to write about this the moment  it was put in front of me. The reason being I, often times than I can remember , keep doubting myself on my capabilities as a person. I am sure you have come across such phases in your life where you had the same experience.  This person I am about to write about  may help you ridding you of such doubts. This time  unlike other previous write-ups. I am writing so carefully because I intend get the complete image of what I want to be put out there in total clarity ,without a shed of mistranslation or any small detail that might have not made sense .  Lets start we often come across these videos right , You don't need a College degree to be successful! Look at Bill gates ,Look at Mark Zuckerberg look at all these other great personalities. When you watch such videos you jump with strong excitement  shouting out loud "Lets drop out of college". And for some choosing such an alternative would be a completely irra...

 "Revoke the case" he shouted, "It has caused us enough misery for a lifetime. You were not there for us ever and now when you need us you think keeping hold of this ego will do you any good. For once in your godamn life do something right make amends to your life. Let your child live. You inturn can live. There is no point in holding on to this ego."- These were a gist of the coversation between Yash and his father. We would need a lil more details thrown at us to understand what is going on here. Well you see Yash and his father are not having a good relationship now you see. Because since childhood yash's father was a solid drinker , i mean the real hardcore one. He gets up early to take a shot and ends his day drinking. Now drinking would not have been the problem. His abusive relationship was the problem. He deprived him of his childhood. And when he was just in his 8th grade kicked him and his mother out of the house. They both have been alone since th...

 Isn't this the very case for each and everyone of us. We come into this world and we leave this world , between that we have all those unfulfilled Dreams unachieved goals. Each day becomes a great struggle to accomplish something amazing , something worth leaving a legacy behind. I guess what i want to achieve in this write up is to impress upon the readers a simple thought process. You are not worthless . You are not living a life without meaning. we only maybe feel that we are not accomplishing anything but in truth we play a important role in the great schemes of things. Shucks who am I kidding . I am just a newbie writer trying to make sense of what all this is for. Take the Diary of Anne Frank for instance. When she wrote those daily random days of her life. She for sure never saw how great of an impact that Diary could make. Without doubt one of the best books I have read for sure.And if that is the case even though we take to the streets proclaming out loud my lif...

 As I come back from office the story of this inspirational character keeps running through my mind.  And i keep saying to myself or should I say thinking to myself, I have to write about Miss C.  If anything I intend to get from this writings is to reach out to a few readers and ignite in them an inspiration so loud that it changes the way we approach problems.  And although I wish my way of living could inspire few,  that day is just a distant future that may or may not come to pass.  But equally so , that doesn't mean I can't  write about people that have reached a certain point where their existence is to brighten our days or pour into us a nice warmth of hopefull resonances.  Thank god for auto spell check. Helps me add in few words into this write up that i would never have thought of.  Hehe...  Miss C was introduced to me by a friend.  And for obvious reasons thats not her real name.  And i heard her story from a friend ...

 The recent kindness that I have become a suspect of is the call out or more like a shout out to the rider that has forgotten to attend to his side stand before starting his bike. For some reason every other person has had the pleasure to shout out to the unattended stand. This act comes in the purest  straight from the heart because we know not of the whereabouts of the rider nor his name but we see a normal human being in danger and unaware of the unattended stand so we bring his attention to it. Sometimes it doesn't even require voice, a simple concerned look plus the pointing of our finger to the unattended stand does the trick. And in this act the suspect request for no favour or reward in return. Because we do not hesitate or stutter when the need to help a fellow in need arises. Straight from the heart to the guilty unattended stand. All it takes is  a moment of kindness to spread a lifetime of joy. Stay kind stay safe.

[for the readers's imagination  -saving your dear ones from the anxieties of the world,] I saw you fettered in the same old chains And some new. So I tried to free you And You strangled me. [for the reader's imagination -imagine a family running away from domestic violence] When this Big House shrunk In spite of its size Too small a space to hold our cries. I thought we'd make a way out, side by side.  But you abandoned me.  We were five clinging on to the same broken board.  Hoping the waves would wash us ashore.  But when the tides turned You blamed me for the wreck that the storm caused.  You blamed me for the flood that the rain brought.  You blamed me for abandoning Ship.  And you blamed me for what little we had left.  And every time you Blamed me  Your Heart grew Heavier.  With Hate and Fury And so You stayed.  When we tried to rush outta the burning building the flames hissed at us from every side.  And If I had so...

 Ego gets in the way. All the time. You see it happen everywhere. I'm guilty of it. We re all guilty of it. At some point or the other. This unwillingness to admit you re wrong. That's bad enough. You know what's worse?  not even attempting to consider that you might be wrong.  That no matter how great of a person you think you are, some of the fault lies with you.  That you re not entirely blameless. That you've done something that you should feel an ounce of shame about. A smudge of regret, of remorse to blemish your self proclaimed perfection.  That it's time to shoulder responsibility.  Feigning ignorance. It's not the lack of will to acknowledge a mistake when one has been made. It's the unwillingness to even for a second, consider your own fallibility. To take a break. Sit down. Take a deep breath. And take a good long look at yourself. And say: You know what? I'M WRONG. WHAT I DID WAS WRONG. AND I'M RESPONSIBLE FOR IT. and I'm sorry for al...

 (Wrote this for Mom. It's just a thing. Kinda switched from 2nd person to 1st too  and my grammar is terrible too so. .) 👇  You watch her cook. Witnessing. And suddenly this universe of unknown proportions and unfathomable depths shrinks. . Into the tiny cozy space of a 4 by 4 room. You call it the kitchen. And right there before you she stands. Mother.  You watch her chop the onions, peel potatoes, slice carrots. You watch the practiced  rhythm of a wrist  handle the knife. Steady. Unwavering.  . I watch her stir up a stew, I watch her turn over the stove s knob and  trigger the lighter, I watch as a lotus of blue and yellow flickers to life at its centre, and I watch her set the pot on the stove.  I watch her, forgetting time and space.  I watch her because this moment is blessed.  I watch her as if I might die within the hour.  I watch her because for some inexplicable reason, I must. Because somehow deep down I feel that ...

I am here to share a story of lil  shabby Kid.  You see this kid had all the things he wanted in the world.  He had an amazing family,  A good education he had food on his table everyday.  Let say his life was perfect.  You see kids like this the world has for some reason given a strange idea to his life.  A life where its easy for Shabby kid will ruin him.  It will make him spoilt.  And this idea has for some reason creeped into many households and made Shabby kids life hard.  As if you were running a blady simulation so that you can teach shabby kid that Life is not easy and its a nightmare outside.  So the next time Kid throws out a tantrum you can blame yourself , you spoilt shabby kid with a good life,  a perfect life.  The world warned you ,this is what happens when you give a shabby the Good life.   But hey this story is not about tht,  its abt how shabby kid now has grown up and become shabby adult....

Vmware ESXi -  LIVES MATTER Now why would I be writing about this, I am definitely not getting paid to do so. Why chose to write on a  technology that was created 19 years ago. Well my fellow citizens of the world this is because 20 years  down the road after its creation who knew this creation is what’s going to save an entire business from  collapse. Let me just describe what this technology can do. Say you have a normal Desktop with normal compute  capabilities . And what you would like to do is run another operating system inside your current running OS  well you have Oracle virtual VM box, VM workstation etc. that is up for the task. And just like that you have  two OS running side by side, each sharing memory, CPU resources in general not interfering in each other’s affairs both absolutely different environment yet same resources.  Now amplify this solution to a much greater level, 10 to 20 times greater - Say 1000 Desktops coexisting  ...